Name : Ramadhantra Sancaka Prawindra
NIM : 120221414978
WHAT
CONCERNS ME IN ENGLISH
Many things happened since I started to know
English, started to love English. Although the language seems so simple, it
contains many rules which need to be remembered, practiced, and finally used in
social and real life. Finally in this work I pinpointed three causes why I
still have difficulties using this language fluently. First
is idea. I have lots of idea, anything I read, books, science, etcetera,
but what I lack is that I cannot reform the ideas into one conclusion or one
new idea which needs to be presented. Whether I did not know the order or the
main topic, I do not know. But the thing is, until now I still lack the ability
to reform ideas. Second cause is structural. For
example I was given some framework for writing process. I always messed up, I barely even know the main point of each
framework nor the place where the frameworks should have been written. Finally, the last is self-confidence. I know the
ideas, I know the topic, structure, etcetera, but one thing that I always miscalculate,
my confidence. When I go forward, I always get sudden nervous, cold sweats
dripping on my clothes. Worse is I forget the part of the topic I presented.
Worst thing is I forget the entire topic and even the structure, there was time
when I was so nervous that when my teacher ask me something I know, I cannot
say a word. Briefly, because I have those drawbacks in using English, I cannot say
them fluently. I usually keep silent even I know the topic.
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